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HELLO, it's been a long time since I posted.
Yeah, sorry.
But never mind. Not like anyone reads this anyway.
So there,
Joycelyn.

I listened as the words left her mouth - simple basic words that when put together can kill my heart.
Yeah, sure. It wasn't much of a surprise since he had told me before. It's just that it's been so long, I've almost forgotten about it.
I wish I had, but I realised forgetting it  wouldn't do no nothing. I smiled as she cheered. My heart spluttering vulgarities at the unfairness of it all. Maybe someday I'll learn that nothing would ever be right.

The song's dedicated to all my primary school mates, 
all the people from Promiseland, and all the people from Boscombe.

The word in bold is only for one though. Where are you now?
And, no. It's not MG.

I love Honor Society.
Smile.

Where are you now
To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see In my memories
Where are you now?

Chorus:
Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Chorus

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change, but I know I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left and took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing 
Where are you now...

It's going to rain and I like it.

 My mother just pronounced Madonna as Macdonald. 
HAHA.

Hello, world.
Greetings.

I did mention I would like to post up a story online, didn't I?
Well, here it is:
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I'm writing as April Zeal.

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Love, Joycelyn.
Love, April Zeal.

I heard this Marie Digby song and thought of my friend.
This is for you!
I know you'll understand.
And I'm not asking you to wait.

Girlfriend
You wear, your hair
like it's your best accessory
and I don't want to
ever have to compete with that
I know, you'd be
nothing but excessively sweet
cherish me, sing to me, love me

But I can't belong
to anybody else right now
Though it is not much of an excuse
I can't belong
to anybody else when I've got
so much figuring out to do

I don't want to be a girlfriend
I don't want to talk about my feelings yea
I don't wanna be some girlfriend
I don't wanna have to explain
what I'm thinking

(all in the past, all I will forget)


I should go eat toads or something.
And cork it with the nonsense.